My friends always body shaming me last two years and also abuse me for being attracted to old men which really hurt me because they know everything about me and I treat them like my family. We’ve been friends since teen, I had to move to NY to focus on myself and here I am today, I know I’m not a 10/10 but I tried my best too. So do you guys think I should call them back, I’m so lonely with no partner. I use to enjoy it but I can’t hold it anymore

This is my second post here